Before I didn't care for it at all. And my fiance knew. But she kept trying and kept trying. I was still only mildly amused by it. But she kept trying and kept trying! At first I found it so...... symbolic. People always say "suck my dick" as an insult. Before I started having sex, I only knew as an insult. I didnt even like to say it. Why would I say something that mean to the woman I love ya know? But I decided to throw away all those negative connotations. Ill just look at it as my partner trying to make me feel as good as possible. And now I fucking love it! I can't get enough of it. I want it in the morning, the shower, at work, while watching a movie in the theater, while driving, ect!! Head is so awesome! I still can't cum as frequently as I want to but hey, it still feels great!