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Context: I am in my 40's with a son in his 20's. I've been "straight" most of my life up until recently when I've finally said fuck it and started fucking whoever I wanted. I'd say I'm pansexual. My son is a pretty handsome guy and tends to have handsome friends.
Current issue: One thing led to another and I ended up chatting with one of my son's friends on Grindr. We both had "faceless" profiles and had shared every nude under the sun before we eventually showed faces and realized we knew each other (part of me wonders if he knew from the start, since I have tats and a specific build and he's got no identifying markers I could notice and connect to him until I saw his face.) That already feels weird enough but we ended up fucking and immediately afterwards I felt a wave of such intense guilt.
I know this guy well enough to know he's not gonna go around telling everyone or telling my son without discussing with me first, and we're both adults, but it just makes me feel like a bad father for fucking my son's friend. He wants it to be a regular thing and I just feel like it'd be fuckin' weird to sneak behind my son's back like I'M the child and he's the parent, but idk how my son would feel if I told him.
I just need opinions/advice. Is this as big of a deal as I'm making it out to be? Should I tell the guy it's not gonna happen again (the sex was great, if it was anyone else I'd 100% have fucked him multiple times already)? Should I come clean to my son and deal with whatever feelings he has about it?
Current issue: One thing led to another and I ended up chatting with one of my son's friends on Grindr. We both had "faceless" profiles and had shared every nude under the sun before we eventually showed faces and realized we knew each other (part of me wonders if he knew from the start, since I have tats and a specific build and he's got no identifying markers I could notice and connect to him until I saw his face.) That already feels weird enough but we ended up fucking and immediately afterwards I felt a wave of such intense guilt.
I know this guy well enough to know he's not gonna go around telling everyone or telling my son without discussing with me first, and we're both adults, but it just makes me feel like a bad father for fucking my son's friend. He wants it to be a regular thing and I just feel like it'd be fuckin' weird to sneak behind my son's back like I'M the child and he's the parent, but idk how my son would feel if I told him.
I just need opinions/advice. Is this as big of a deal as I'm making it out to be? Should I tell the guy it's not gonna happen again (the sex was great, if it was anyone else I'd 100% have fucked him multiple times already)? Should I come clean to my son and deal with whatever feelings he has about it?