I am 18 and out to family and select friends. I have a pretty strong relationship with a guy who I look at as a father figure. For the last few years, he has helped me through many situations and was even the first person I came out to. He is married and has two kids. I talk to this many every day about life, school, plans on the weekends, or anything that comes to mind. He is someone that I have always felt safe around and he accepts me for who I am. The other half of the story is that this man is probably the most attractive person i have ever encountered and with my seeking of advice, also comes lots of fantasy. Although he is married, I have a hint that his in the closet based on many things. It doesn't help my "crush". Recently I have found myself thinking about this guy too much to the point where I feel like I am becoming obsessed. I contact him too much and It's starting to affect his family. He is too nice to say anything to me but I understand what I am starting to do. The only problem is, I can't go a day without talking to him. He has become to important to me, almost like a medication that I can't skip a dose of without going crazy. I think I'm in love. Another big issue with this is the fact that he is constantly curious about my sex life. Who did I have sex with? How big is my dick? Did I use protection? Lots and lots of questions that, in a sense, kinda turn me on. It's basically the guy I'm attracted to, asking me sexually related questions. Being a horny teenager, doesn't help. I want to continue keeping contact with the guy because although he is a fantasy, he is also a father figure that has done so much for me. I just don't want to ruin anything with his marriage or with our relationship. I just can't seem to back off. I'm turned on by the guy.... a lot. Can anyone offer some advice?