I love the anomimity of the internet... This is something I wouldn't discuss with anyone I know IRL... You see, I am faceing a personal dilemma here, because I've allways been a very moral person, very prudent, very 'prim and proper' and very much following the rules. The problem is, that being 17, I am of course faced with the inevitable teenage urge, to well... fuck everything in sight. Which collides with the rule following, proper, abstinent me. And ofcourse... to make things 'worse' I have found myself turned on by guys as well as girls, which challenges my view of well - me. And challenges the views of everyone else about me. Or would. If I told them. So, I'm haveing a problem... I can follow the same route I have continued to take, I can stay a person based on principles, and although I am very strongly tied to them, I don't expect them of other people nor try to enforce them on other people, so its quiet, self imposed discipline... but this collides with the rageing sex machine me - the me that wants to go out there and well - fuck anybody, anywhere anytime. So I need guidence... just some other views I can take into account: Should I stay on my course, or should I turn about sail and let my hair down? And please dont tell me to "Do what I think is right" because the problem is "I don't know what is right"... I risk a lot by finally giveing up my prudence, but I risk later in life regretting my own restricted youth, and being a "40 something rebel" and nobody wants to see that I also risk dieing celebate... and although I don't exactly want to become a pornstar, I don't particularly want to spend my whole life chained to this giant metal "V" for no real reason (I have no faith).... To put it simply: My morals and my penis are haveing a barney, and I'm stuck in the middle, trying to figure out which to listen to. HELP!?!?