this girl i'm dating makes unusual comments in front of large groups (of friends), and it makes me wonder. once she repeated (a couple times in a row after she got no response) some lines from a standup comedy we had seen, "she's got that big fat black cock in her mouth" - kind of out of nowhere. she laughs the loudest at stupid penis size jokes in movies, and will even repeat them later... obviously. she'll take things out of context and turn something into a sex or dick "joke" about size. i'd use the term joke loosely because they're not necessarily funny, nor especially intended to be, but if someone snickers or whatever- so be it. of course it could just be me, but her comments seem to revert back to big fat dick. its as if she was a child unconscious of how she's giving herself away... of course, maybe she's totally aware of it too, i don't know. her remarks don't nec make me self conscious, i can tell she thinks we have awesome sex (i've had better) and i'm too large to get it all in- so whatever. the problem is she'll turn something like, "it's too far, i can't reach" into a stupid comment about the guy's dick size but then in bed with me, she hardly says anything at all. she just clams up. her amazing body keeps us active, but this is getting a little old. though it alone isn't worth breaking up at this point either. it might not even come up like this either, but between her persistence and interest in big cock and black guys, i wonder how it is that I end up getting the shaft. i want to tap this well.