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Let me introduce myself. I am a 50 year old mixed asian male and by normal standards, I would good looking. I am very much fit and look after myself.
I have never been married but have had at least 3 relationships with women. Each relationship lasting over 4 years.
I never had kids with any of them which led me into investigating if I had a low sperm count. I actually did as confirmed by my Urologist.
Now with the issue of me wanting help.
In terms of erection and arousal, it seems like I do have sustained erections when I am in love with the woman. That takes a while though. Spontaneous meet ups do not do it for me. Let alone spontaneous sex. To the point that when I go on dates, I could not raise the flag. It is very frustrating! I end up telling my date that it’s performance anxiety then lie about that not happening ever before.
One stage I thought I was gay. I watched and wanked over gay porn but erections are never sustained And cumming not as explosive.
I even gave in and met up with guys on Craigslist. I only managed to get off when I got sucked by the dude.
Sucking, which I tried, seemed so disgusting and never really liked it. There was a man, quite good looking, fit and muscular and straigh-ish, who wanted to be fucked…I just could not get my penis hard to penetrate him. I had to call it off.
When I watch Bi porn, it is actually the pleasuring of the woman that I get turned on to. Though I must admit that seeing both male and female bodies rouse some eroticism when I watch them.
I have tried trans people…both MTF and FTM. Still I did not get much arousal.
I have joined a couple before, male and female, and even orgies and swingers, but when it was time for the deed to be done…I became limp.
In summary, I get turned on by the thought of sex. I get turned on my either male or female sex as evidenced by me getting pleasure watching porn. I am however not turned on at all when I physically meet up with a man or woman in person.
What does this make me? What is wrong with me?
I have never been married but have had at least 3 relationships with women. Each relationship lasting over 4 years.
I never had kids with any of them which led me into investigating if I had a low sperm count. I actually did as confirmed by my Urologist.
Now with the issue of me wanting help.
In terms of erection and arousal, it seems like I do have sustained erections when I am in love with the woman. That takes a while though. Spontaneous meet ups do not do it for me. Let alone spontaneous sex. To the point that when I go on dates, I could not raise the flag. It is very frustrating! I end up telling my date that it’s performance anxiety then lie about that not happening ever before.
One stage I thought I was gay. I watched and wanked over gay porn but erections are never sustained And cumming not as explosive.
I even gave in and met up with guys on Craigslist. I only managed to get off when I got sucked by the dude.
Sucking, which I tried, seemed so disgusting and never really liked it. There was a man, quite good looking, fit and muscular and straigh-ish, who wanted to be fucked…I just could not get my penis hard to penetrate him. I had to call it off.
When I watch Bi porn, it is actually the pleasuring of the woman that I get turned on to. Though I must admit that seeing both male and female bodies rouse some eroticism when I watch them.
I have tried trans people…both MTF and FTM. Still I did not get much arousal.
I have joined a couple before, male and female, and even orgies and swingers, but when it was time for the deed to be done…I became limp.
In summary, I get turned on by the thought of sex. I get turned on my either male or female sex as evidenced by me getting pleasure watching porn. I am however not turned on at all when I physically meet up with a man or woman in person.
What does this make me? What is wrong with me?