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{{{{Wonderboy}}}},
Reading your posting I feel your restraints and remember mine.
I moved out my parents house when I was 18, after many years of bickering and trying to loosen the trap.
Although the first couple of years weren't the wealthiest, I would do it again if I had to.
The relationship with my family was terrible and didn't improve much during the first years I lived on my own (we all tried, but it didn't work out). They still wanted to interfere with my life, but at that point I could turn around and make my own choices which was quite a relief.
After a few years they resigned, after which a more respectable relationship started to grow.
Nowadays it might still be hard not to get trapped in old habits. But about 8 years ago I have come upon a point where I accept them for who they are; they don't really want to hurt me. We just never learned to communicate with each other in a proper way. Sure I wish it could have been another way, but it's no use crying over spilled milk.
For me getting my own life was the only way, even retrospective. I never burned any bridges, I just walked them when I could and wanted to and turned around when things would go wrong.
Even though my self-esteem was almost zero, my self-assurance on moving out and getting where I wanted to be hit the ceiling. It made me strong.
I wish you all the courage and wisdom you need.
Stand up for yourself, whether you move out or not!
Ingrid
Reading your posting I feel your restraints and remember mine.
I moved out my parents house when I was 18, after many years of bickering and trying to loosen the trap.
Although the first couple of years weren't the wealthiest, I would do it again if I had to.
The relationship with my family was terrible and didn't improve much during the first years I lived on my own (we all tried, but it didn't work out). They still wanted to interfere with my life, but at that point I could turn around and make my own choices which was quite a relief.
After a few years they resigned, after which a more respectable relationship started to grow.
Nowadays it might still be hard not to get trapped in old habits. But about 8 years ago I have come upon a point where I accept them for who they are; they don't really want to hurt me. We just never learned to communicate with each other in a proper way. Sure I wish it could have been another way, but it's no use crying over spilled milk.
For me getting my own life was the only way, even retrospective. I never burned any bridges, I just walked them when I could and wanted to and turned around when things would go wrong.
Even though my self-esteem was almost zero, my self-assurance on moving out and getting where I wanted to be hit the ceiling. It made me strong.
I wish you all the courage and wisdom you need.
Stand up for yourself, whether you move out or not!
Ingrid