zensunni wanderer
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Hi je...
I have only read the first page of answers, so I am not aware of what others have
said as yet, but before I am influenced by any of them, I would like to reply to your
thead with my "personal" beliefs.
I find it interesting that you are fascinated by large cocks...."but not the men."
Then you say that you "wank to them....and worship them." And, finally, that you
"would like to suck them....and have them cum on your face."
And, you have NEVER had these thoughts before? Be truthful now. If you truly "love
girls" and still think the above, then I think you are fooling yourself about your real orientation. Depending on the fascination,l you may be a closeted Gay, or more likely,
and what I think, a closeted BI.
I truly believe that one's sexual orientation is something that you are born with. I
don't think it is something that you can learn, be influenced by, or choose. It is just
what you are.
And, if that is true, we would all know this as being a part of us from a very young
age, or even if we find one sex more interesting than the other, at least we would
be aware that we find "both" sexes interesting.
This is how it has been with me since I was about 5 years old. I don't know a
great number of BIs personally, but I do know about 10 and many are my good
friends...and one is my LTC. Almost all of them have said that the above was true
for them.
I think the same could be said of Straights and their feelings from a young age, and
the same for Gays. Very few Straights and Gays that I have known, did not know
their orientation from a young age. They may have not acted on it, but deep down
they knew it was there. I doubt it would be something that would one day jump up,
bite you, and say...."here I am."
I see nothing wrong with you enjoying big cocks and wanking to them, or wanting them
to cum on your face. I say, stop worrying and trying to analyzing it and ENJOY!
If you are a BI, then I welcome you.....and wish you great joy and much happiness. It is a wonderful life.
That said, I have to also agree with Hickboy about being just a
sexual person. I hate labels and would do not like using the term BI, but would prefer being known as just "a sexual person." Hopefully one day that will be the only classification needed.
Good Luck.....
silver
Interesting read and you have obviously thought about it. I might have thought the same if it weren't for a few real experiences that definitely prove otherwise some of the time.
One thing I have learnt is is that there are definitely not enough boxes to put everyone in.