So i had to go to the doctors and today they took out 40 ml of blood from my arm and I shit you not, I passed out. I thought i was going to die, it felt like it, i had a ringing in my ear, I felt cold, and way too dizzy. i got so scared...
and the thought that ran through my head was "I'm going to die at 19, unwed and unloved..."
this was scarier than my car wreck... i was totally depressed afterwards...
I'm depressed now...
I'm going to bed.
and the thought that ran through my head was "I'm going to die at 19, unwed and unloved..."
this was scarier than my car wreck... i was totally depressed afterwards...
I'm depressed now...
I'm going to bed.