I've suffered from anxiety and depression for years, and I always thought that with time and therapy I might be able to overcome it. I long to be a child again, and have not been able to cope with growing up. I go to college, teach guitar, and generally live a very normal life, but somehow, there's always been that something that never quite clicked for me. Now I'm in the double digits, and I feel worse. I haven't had friends, or a special girl in years. I often feel as if I'm still 13, struggling to grasp any real motivation or lust for living. Anyone else have similar circumstances, or have any advice for how to deal with this?