I Wanna Give A Blowjob Again

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so the story is a bit long but bear with me
I was 18 years old (I am now 44)i already had sex with a woman older than me (she was 20 at that time) and my buddy and I where in my room and I wanted to seduce him
so I put a porn movie on VHS and we started watching, I found the courage to ask him if he wanted me to blow him since he was a virgin at that time
so he opens his trousers very afraid and I get on my knees and get my hands on his soft cock trying to get him hard, I wanted to taste him and I did, funny taste I remember, he never became hard so I quit, I did asked him if he wanted to blow me and he refused so we lefted there
after that I spent all my life so far as heterosexual, married for 16 years divorced, had tons of girlfriends after that, all gorgeous
so now I want to at least take a beautiful cock in my hands and mouth, never thought as enjoying it inside my ass, but I am scared, both for health issues and social (I live in a small city)
should I keep this as a fantasy? does it count the teenage incident as me being bi at least?
 
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Did you meet up?

You have to do what’s right for you, but the fact you posted this means you’re thinking about it. I say try again, expiriment on your terms and see if you like it. I’m sure you’ll be nervous, but there is nothing wrong with experimenting your feelings. If you like it, you can explore more, if not, then you know. There are so many options to be discreet. There are escort sites too like rentmen if that doesn’t scare you. But that is a way to explore and be discreet. Grinder, and forums like this are other options, as long as you’re within your comfort zone, but doing anything with a man will be a bit outside your comfort level until you try.

Whatever you decide, you have support here. People are very kind and helpful I found on this site. Best of luck!
 
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I like this I'm married 5 years but have not sucked a cock since with my wife but I am fighting with these urges being I sucked cock on and off from 22 till almost 41 do I just do my thing discreetly cause I can't tell my wife ? Or do I remain faithful which I have always been it's just so tough to decide

Don't be a cheating piece of shit. Either disclose and get permission, keep quiet and stay monogamous, or it is so important you would cheat so you may as well divorce. Don't delude yourself into thinking it is no big deal to cheat. And hey, if you divorce, you could find people who are fine with your bisexuality or however you self identify. From the beginning. Instead of potentially lying by omission/etc.
 

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I literally just yesterday posted a blog on oral sex, bisexuality and experimentation. Would love to know your response to it given your question.

You might want to start slow. Does the city have enough of a gay community that you can find an M2M sex massage? Or that you can find a gay club and dip your toe into the environment? Are there other, larger cities nearby?

Not being in a small city, and never having lived in one, I can't readily respond otherwise.
 
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I like this I'm married 5 years but have not sucked a cock since with my wife but I am fighting with these urges being I sucked cock on and off from 22 till almost 41 do I just do my thing discreetly cause I can't tell my wife ? Or do I remain faithful which I have always been it's just so tough to decide
You could try testing the waters by talking about "A Friend of Yours" who is bi, who likes a bit of both from time to time, to see how she feels about the whole thing. You'll get a feeling fairly soon if she is receptive, or really against it. If she is fine, and very accepting, that might be a great bridge to use to have your own conversation about your feelings.

Just a thought.
 
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Did you meet up?

You have to do what’s right for you, but the fact you posted this means you’re thinking about it. I say try again, expiriment on your terms and see if you like it. I’m sure you’ll be nervous, but there is nothing wrong with experimenting your feelings. If you like it, you can explore more, if not, then you know. There are so many options to be discreet. There are escort sites too like rentmen if that doesn’t scare you. But that is a way to explore and be discreet. Grinder, and forums like this are other options, as long as you’re within your comfort zone, but doing anything with a man will be a bit outside your comfort level until you try.

Whatever you decide, you have support here. People are very kind and helpful I found on this site. Best of luck!
I like this I'm married 5 years but have not sucked a cock since with my wife but I am fighting with these urges being I sucked cock on and off from 22 till almost 41 do I just do my thing discreetly cause I can't tell my wife ? Or do I remain faithful which I have always been it's just so tough to decide
 

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I haven't given a bj in a long time now, so I kinda get where you're coming from. But I really want to go and do it again.