so the story is a bit long but bear with me
I was 18 years old (I am now 44)i already had sex with a woman older than me (she was 20 at that time) and my buddy and I where in my room and I wanted to seduce him
so I put a porn movie on VHS and we started watching, I found the courage to ask him if he wanted me to blow him since he was a virgin at that time
so he opens his trousers very afraid and I get on my knees and get my hands on his soft cock trying to get him hard, I wanted to taste him and I did, funny taste I remember, he never became hard so I quit, I did asked him if he wanted to blow me and he refused so we lefted there
after that I spent all my life so far as heterosexual, married for 16 years divorced, had tons of girlfriends after that, all gorgeous
so now I want to at least take a beautiful cock in my hands and mouth, never thought as enjoying it inside my ass, but I am scared, both for health issues and social (I live in a small city)
should I keep this as a fantasy? does it count the teenage incident as me being bi at least?
I was 18 years old (I am now 44)i already had sex with a woman older than me (she was 20 at that time) and my buddy and I where in my room and I wanted to seduce him
so I put a porn movie on VHS and we started watching, I found the courage to ask him if he wanted me to blow him since he was a virgin at that time
so he opens his trousers very afraid and I get on my knees and get my hands on his soft cock trying to get him hard, I wanted to taste him and I did, funny taste I remember, he never became hard so I quit, I did asked him if he wanted to blow me and he refused so we lefted there
after that I spent all my life so far as heterosexual, married for 16 years divorced, had tons of girlfriends after that, all gorgeous
so now I want to at least take a beautiful cock in my hands and mouth, never thought as enjoying it inside my ass, but I am scared, both for health issues and social (I live in a small city)
should I keep this as a fantasy? does it count the teenage incident as me being bi at least?
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