I've been talking to like two guys through manhunt, both of whom are interested in meeting up. Hand/Blow job. The thing is, I'm straight (or think I am), but my conscious says try it, but my heart says, you like women, this might make things weird for you. I already feel like a nervous wreck because I don't want to end up changing things. I feel like guys are meant to just be messed around with for me, and I want to marry some great girl and have kids. I'm a virgin to top it off, and this would be my first. Someone give me some advice please!