Well, welcome to the club!! I'm so glad to hear it resonated with you, and to hear that history of you self-sucking.I'm one of the club, centaur. What you so eloquently wrote completely resonated. I began selfsucking and jerking off in the mirror in my teens.
I get off on my own cock and usually don't need any porn.
Questions: 1. Do you self suck?
2. Do you fuck yourself with the cast dildo of yourself? And how did you get that made?
I would love to self-suck - but unfortunately I'm just too tall.
Yes! I use my dildo on myself.
I created it with a "CloneAWilly" kit and the help from a friend - best to have two people so that one can mix it and prepare it while you stay hard, because the mould sets quickly.