ahh yes. Cock size obsession....previous lover paranoia... it'll kill ya. suck the life out of you.
I joined this site for the same reasons five or six mos ago. like my handle? I thought up "got2keypr" at 3am after a long night of obsessing about other cocks in my lover's body....
I fucking totally love my sexy...naughty....korean honeypie gf... she's the best i ever had....and (although korea has the smallest avg dick size in the world), she found a couple of big ones there ...and her in canada.....and i (was) just 7x6....
So I started PE. got a bit bigger... And read David Spade (search on the "deep spot" bro - you'll give her something to remember)... and started running / exercising...
somebody posted elsewhere about how some women will "break" you if they think you are a keeper by making you feel an intense need to improve yourself....to compete with imaginary demon lovers from the past.....
...demon lovers from the past that you have actually visualized entering her....guys that maybe fucked her and that was it or acted like jerks but made her cum her brains out before leaving...
The effects of this kind of feedback from a woman are certainly consistent with this hypothesis.... after our "little talk" - initiated by my own curiosity - I was fully "broken" - more in love with her in a dark and fucked up way...obsessed with her...with being her best...the darkest trip of my life bro...
I think even "good" women - or women that are not totally "evil" can do this "breaking" thing unconsciously...semi-conscously...
I sure didn't want to be the "nice guy" - the one that loves her and keeps her and is "pretty good" in bed...while she's fantasizing about the big-dicked jerk who used her...
this stuff will kill ya. I myself fell pretty deep into this abyss..and i'm still fighting it...but doing ok these days...and making her come her brains out in the meantime.
so listen do lord pendragon....fuck her well. and improve yourself in every way you can - but do it for yourself first..she will benefit and you will feel that...yin feeds yang... reassert your manhood. Feel your balls bro - knowhatimean? assert your manhood and feel it - without acting false or like a vain prick...and don't ask her a bunch of anxious quesitons...don't punish yourself no matter how tempting it is. Cuz the questioning and the self-punishment also takes away her feeling for you - makes you seem smaller...weaker...DONT DO IT !
Good luck bro -
and 8x6 is good. 99th percentile. wtf do you need to be more than that for?
Chris