I have a 'straight' friend who i think is really sexy. He keeps jokingly saying i love you, and then 'accidently' making me touch his dick. And he always wants me by myself. But he is also sometimes really nasty to me. Once we were at a friends house, and he started caressing my face, and i dont know if he likes me, or if he is messing me about. What can i do to find out subtly if he likes me, if he doesn't like me, its likely he will tell people that i don't want to know that i am gay and i prefer not to be bullied or have to move house as a result of this. Before he kinda wasn't as close to me, and i don't know What is going on. Please help! Oh, and also, if is always talking to me saying things like 'imagine if you got raped by HIM' and then when i shy away from What he says, he normally says 'i'm joking'.