Yes, I will admit it. The thought of my gf fucking a big cock scares the shit out of me, but as weird as it sounds, I think I have to see it...not even for her own good, but for mine. I have to know if Im as good. Is this weird???? I dont have a small cock (by far, Id like to think). Its 7.5. x 5.5. I make her cum hard 9/10 times (no exaggeration) and we love each other. We have sex pretty often (we dont live together and we basically do it everytime we get some alone time). Quick history --- I've had issues with penis size before. I basically made myself impotent for a month at one point from PEing. And that was after I hurt my dick for like 2 weeks about 6 months prior. So, she basically hates anything that refers to size. From little jokes I make about it to the times when its on my mind heavily and turns her off. Even though Im writing this post, size doesnt bother me HALF as much as it used to. It used to be a really really really really big deal (no pun intended). There's so much im leaving out, but anyway.... Through different arguments she has finally admitted to me that a bigger penis might feel better, but she always added that she --- a) would just get to used to it like she has mine (which, like I said, is definitely larger than average, but not BIG) b) is not interested in always having "more more more" as she says. She says Im infactuated with always having "more pleasure" in whatever it is Im doing; sex, smoking, drinking, anything. Shes kinda right about that. I guess my thoughts are 1. Is it unreasonable for me to want to see how my GF reacts to a big dick? 2. Am i just being a baby? 3. Shes had an 8x6 toy that never made her come close to cumming - but Im sure an 8x6 cock would feel totally different to her. 4. She's also had bigger penises than mine, but not by much in either measurement. 5. I feel like she doesnt KNOW she'd like a big cock.... So, my solution is...*gulp*....I wanna see what a big dick can do for her. what are your thoughts?