I'm half asian, still trying to figure out which half is Asian specifically... I'm thinking the left.
My mom pointed something out to me a long time ago.
I always used to ask if I looked "asian" without giving any thought to why. Then she told me "sometimes I think you don't want to be asian..."
I thought about that a bit. Honestly, It was difficult for me to be subject to all these Asian stereotypes, and I felt like I had to go out of the way to defy them, because I was sick of hearing them so much.
And I don't like being associated with a lot of Asians... who complain about being stereotyped when they go out of their way to ACT like stereotypes... Asians in America act about 100 times goofier than actual Asians in Asia do... It's just like how people of any race get when they become extreme... when they try and let their race define them, and basically their identity becomes just being Filipino, or Mexican, or American. I was actually similarly pissed off that the white part of me was still associated with rednecks and members of the KKK. Guess there's no safe race eh? :wink:
I got over that though... It still bothers me that there are some things a lot of Asians do that just make me cringe, and makes me sorry I'm associated with them in a lot of people's minds. Like I said, a lot of that is limitted to Asians in America... Asians who are actually Asian (in Asia that is) tend to not be so... over the top. So it's Americans I should be mad at. Not asians.
But I don't think it's anything to be ashamed of or anything to worry about on a deep level. You've just got to live your life, and deal with idiots from every color and creed.
...Anyways. You don't look very asian. And for the record, people say I don't either... half Filipino, half English, but I wouldn't be surprised should there be some black sprinkled in
I get "funny looking mexican" or "italian" a lot. Examine
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v629/danglybanger/DSCN1237Medium-1.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v499/dwbenn/sladebeer.jpg
...and my favorite :biggrin1:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v499/dwbenn/redslade.jpg
Slade