I was hanging out with my friend we had an amazing time like we always do and then he asked me why we don't hang out more often. I thought about and its because I have feelings for him and its hard for me to be around him. He always talks about his big dick knowing that I'm gay. At first I thought he was a show off but then I thought about the homoerotic things that he does to me. I don't think I can ever hang out without jumping his bones or thinking about kissing (god i want that dick) him I hope that he is at least bi but its doubtful he has always had a girlfriend as long as ive known him. I wish my feelings were just sexual. So I guess. What I'm asking is should I try and explain to him that I can't be friends with him or just never contact him again ?