As much as I hate to say it, after my short time here, I'm leaving. It's nothing personal...i just feel like i don't fit in, one little bit. Yes I post, but who really cares, this place will be fine without me considering half the time I'm ignored anyway. It's more complicated though, theres a LOT going on with my life right now. If anyone wants to try to convince me to stay, email me. I wont be checking back here. I'm sorry. I never have fitted anywhere I've been. I just didn't want to be a loser anymore....but i guess thats what I will always be.