Im Leaving

[hungthick]

I am one that knew Vaoifin would be alright and godiluvabig1 tells us that. I said prayers for him DESPITE the negative words directed toward my comments. I am sure he is a good guy and that it will shine through him soon enough.

i tend to come across arrogant when i am only confident...i am recognizing that i may need to soften my tone a bit (but this isn't an apology).

i dont share anything too personal on here but i will share this...my character, integrity and compassion are intact. I do charity work contributing time and money to help geriatrics 75 and up. I concentrate my efforts to help assist in the quality of life for these folks and i am a great supporter of their rights to remain in their own homes until they die. Freddie when you reach their age i will be there for you and the rest of our aging folks on LPSG when they need my help and people like me.

PUBLIC EDUCATION ROCKS!! spread the word.

 

[yaoifun]

OK, well i thought I should come back to let everyone know - I am doing better than i was. Still stressed, but I'm OK! I didn't mean to sound suicidal ive just had probably the zaniest week EVER and was in pretty rough shape because the times before that for about the past month have been pretty craptacular too. I thank everyone for the supportive mail and everything ( i will personally email each one of you if i havent already, thanks so much everyone) I was just had a little braek with reality LMAO i feel bad for worrying everyone. I'll get rid of my sig soon. I hate seeming like a tragedian, but i probably still won't come back quite so often, I have to get my priorities straight (and yell at the people in Guidance at my school, theyre trying to screw me over - one of my maiin things i was pissed about) but I assure you, I will be OK unless something earth shattering happens, i mean everyone has their times of turmoil. Again, sorry to worry everyone, I'll get over it eventually, and may come back, who knows. I guess I underestimataed peoples opinions of me here, (especially 2 particular people, one being my best friend ever, and another one being very supportive checking up on me a lot, thanks especially to you both! Thanks EVERYONE&#33 One more thing, please stop arguing over me...it was not my intention to start such an arguement. Didn't mean to sound suicidal so much, things were just unbearable for a while, probably they'll get better soon. *hugs for everyone* Don't worry about me, I just have some things to take care of and think about, so if im not on for a while, don't worry about me! Again, thanks for everyone, at least I'm welcome somewhere ^_^

 

[Freddie53]

Thanks for the offer when I get their age. So your gift is with the very old. I work with them some. Mine is with the young people. I just am a softie when it comes to them. And I sometimes fight real hard for them. (That is not an apology either but a recognition of fact.) You are showing compassion here. Perhaps you didn't see what some of us saw. And who knows what was really there for sure.

But I would much rather ere on the side of too much concern than wish I had shown more later.

The truth is that I have been incapacitated myself. I knew what it is to go through rehab. I have been in the rehab dining room when everyone was 30 years or more older then me and they were feeding themselves and I had to be fed. It is a wonderful ministry to work with the older gneration. God bless your work there.

Freddie

Originally posted by hungthick@Feb 17 2005, 09:25 PM
I am one that knew Vaoifin would be alright and godiluvabig1 tells us that. I said prayers for him DESPITE the negative words directed toward my comments. I am sure he is a good guy and that it will shine through him soon enough.

i tend to come across arrogant when i am only confident...i am recognizing that i may need to soften my tone a bit (but this isn't an apology).

i dont share anything too personal on here but i will share this...my character, integrity and compassion are intact. I do charity work contributing time and money to help geriatrics 75 and up. I concentrate my efforts to help assist in the quality of life for these folks and i am a great supporter of their rights to remain in their own homes until they die. Freddie when you reach their age i will be there for you and the rest of our aging folks on LPSG when they need my help and people like me.

PUBLIC EDUCATION ROCKS!! spread the word.

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[D_Martin van Burden]

Glad you're back. Hope everything continues to work out for you.

 

[jonb]

So, yaoifun, you had the kind of week I'm used to. Yanno, if I still lived in SD, I'd offer a bit of your name to cheer you up, since you're legal there.

I've had zany weeks too. Hell, my entire time in high school could be described as Degrassi sans hockey. LOL

Freddie -- It's yaoi. There is no V in Japanese. It basically means that this story has "no climax, no purpose, no meaning", or in other words, gay sex just for the sake of gay sex. Yaoi doesn't follow many of the standard conventions of gay porn; instead, characters tend to look like teenagers.

 

[yaoifun]

Originally posted by jonb@Feb 18 2005, 02:09 AM
So, yaoifun, you had the kind of week I'm used to. Yanno, if I still lived in SD, I'd offer a bit of your name to cheer you up, since you're legal there.

I've had zany weeks too. Hell, my entire time in high school could be described as Degrassi sans hockey. LOL

Freddie -- It's yaoi. There is no V in Japanese. It basically means that this story has "no climax, no purpose, no meaning", or in other words, gay sex just for the sake of gay sex. Yaoi doesn't follow many of the standard conventions of gay porn; instead, characters tend to look like teenagers.

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Hehe thanks! I was actually plesantly surprised by the number of and quality of responses i got (no i was NOT just looking for attention, in no way am i sociopathic, so dont get the wrong impression of me) As for the Yaoi part of my name, i took mostly the "pointlessness" aspect of yaoi - pointless fun, theres no reason not at least try and have fun (how contrary to my old sig...lol) but the sex would just be an added bonus if it were to happen, however i would only do so if i loved the person deeply (as im sure most everyone here would) Oh! before i forget im only 17...but thats still legal where i am, so it doesnt really matter! Im sure ya know how hellish life can be, especially high school. Again, thanks to everyone for all their love and support you're all great! *hugs everyone* :wub:

 

[Royal_T]

Cool, yaoifun. Good to here things are looking up.
Now dont scare us again!

 

[Freddie53]

With the line under it, the name looks like it starts with a V. Of course my eyes are not that good. It was a mistake of not being able to visualy distinguish between a V and a Y on the user name over on the side of the post.

Sorry about the mistake. I am not the best speller in the world, but I at least try to get people's names right.

Appreciate the explanation. Jon how do you know so much? Are you absolutely a genius? If you have a very high documented IQ, sharing that would not be really bragging, it would be a statement of fact. You just know so much. It amazes me that you know the technnical terms and details. I am failry well educated on the main ideas and concepts, but am lacking when it comes to those terms and details. Just curious. Would love to know how you came to be so educated. For a while, I thought you were a doctor.

Freddie

Originally posted by jonb@Feb 18 2005, 01:09 AM
Freddie -- It's yaoi. There is no V in Japanese. It basically means that this story has "no climax, no purpose, no meaning", or in other words, gay sex just for the sake of gay sex. Yaoi doesn't follow many of the standard conventions of gay porn; instead, characters tend to look like teenagers.

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[Altairion]

Good to hear your doin all right yaoi. Wish you luck in rl handling things, but we're always here if you need us dude.

 

[Pappy]

Yaoi,
Glad you're back and doing ok. Hope things start looking up for you. Remember, if you need us we're here.