As my name implies I have this weird obsession with nice looking and big penises. I have only been with women but catch myself being turned on by the thought of sucking a large nice looking penis until it shoots cum down my throat. I have started the art of self sucking and have even swallowed my own cum, though usually I don't swallow my own cum when I cum in my mouth, only sometimes. I have some weird turn on by dicks and it goes farther than just a guy with a big nice looking dick. I have had probably a half dozen dreams in the last year that I was giving a horse a blowjob and I don't know what it is but I keep having the dream and then wonder what it would actually be like to have a huge horse cock blow its massive load in my mouth and swallow as much as possible. I don't know if it is a weird dream and just something that will stop along with the dreams of sucking off a great looking human penis but I want some input of other members who obviously like big dicks and sucking them. I feel I won't stop having these dreams until I make them come true though and that all seems so taboo but yet it turns me on so much. Please give me any input, even if it is to the extent that I am fucked up in thought. Thanks!!!!!!!