I don't consider myself as being gay in that I'd never want to have my cock in a guy's rear (or the reverse) or even to make out with a guy. Both of these things to me are just devoid of any attraction factor. What I would love to do is jerk a really hung guy off. The thought of manipulating a super long mega thick cock in my hands is a big turnon for me for some reason. I also love to watching porn where a small petite (usually asian) girl sucks off a really, really hung guy, especially if he's really vocal and moaning and she's really into it. So in a sense the thought of pleasuring a man does turn me off, but I have no chemical attraction to a man's body or face like I do with a woman. Does that make me a bit bi, or no?