Hello....I am a straight male and have a gay best friend. My goal in life is to have a wife and kids etc. However I love sex and I love a big ass. Haha. My friend is an attractive dude and always hooking up with dudes and such and I admit I'd love to fuck him or even just watch him get fucked or jerk together. I'm just so afraid to ruin the friendship because I'm horny. Also I'm not the most good looking dude. I'd think if I looked better and was more his type then possibly. I always make jokes but never really asked. What should I do??