gregariddle
Expert Member
A fantasy is usually not something you construct with any thoughts about right or wrong or even if it makes "sense." There are plenty of things that turn me on that many may consider to be outside the norm, but I don't give it a second thought.
I was definitely in the same boat as the OP when I was in college. I could suck my own cock and did so whenever I could, and that contributed to me wanting to try to perform oral sex on someone else. And, like the OP, I only wanted to try it on a really big dick. I figured it might only be a one-time deal, so I wanted to make sure it all happened exactly how I fantasized. I really didn't want to walk away from the experience wishing I had done something different.
Once I was not in a committed relationship. I decided to make an effort to try and live out my fantasy. Again, like the OP, I didn't really consider myself attracted to men, but I just wanted to worship a big cock. It took about six months of searching online to find the right guy, and probably another six months of chatting and camming before I got the courage to meet.
And thankfully, it was absolutely everything I wanted, and more. I set my guidelines up front, and he was totally into it, which is not surprising since it was basically just me pleasuring his enormous schlong
As I thought, it did wind up being a one-time thing, and I haven't been with another man since. I don't let that experience define me, but rather think of it as one of many parts of my character.
Cheers,
Riddle
I was definitely in the same boat as the OP when I was in college. I could suck my own cock and did so whenever I could, and that contributed to me wanting to try to perform oral sex on someone else. And, like the OP, I only wanted to try it on a really big dick. I figured it might only be a one-time deal, so I wanted to make sure it all happened exactly how I fantasized. I really didn't want to walk away from the experience wishing I had done something different.
Once I was not in a committed relationship. I decided to make an effort to try and live out my fantasy. Again, like the OP, I didn't really consider myself attracted to men, but I just wanted to worship a big cock. It took about six months of searching online to find the right guy, and probably another six months of chatting and camming before I got the courage to meet.
And thankfully, it was absolutely everything I wanted, and more. I set my guidelines up front, and he was totally into it, which is not surprising since it was basically just me pleasuring his enormous schlong
As I thought, it did wind up being a one-time thing, and I haven't been with another man since. I don't let that experience define me, but rather think of it as one of many parts of my character.
Cheers,
Riddle