So I've been having this little online anonymous fling with a guy that I'm really attracted to (face/thick dick). I haven't met him yet because I had a bad relationship after my last hook up. So I was pretty happy that my roommate/friend wanted to hook up with one of his big-dicked friends -let's call him donkeydave cause he's a freak lol! They both hooked up pretty much immediately and got to know each other a little. I, perhaps mistakenly, thought that I could stretch out my online relationship with this guy and keep him interested in me by sending some sexy pics and vids. During this time, my friend has been letting me get to know donkeydave and he's pretty much normal and he's been telling me that my guy is also normal and that I should hook up with him.I started to get cold feet about the whole thing after he didnt' email me for like a week. At the beginning my roommate and I wanted to get a little crazy with these guys(threesomes and foursomes lol) but they kinda shot that down at the start. But the whole time my friend is trying to talk me into fucking donkeydave. Here's the thing about donkeydave, we measured his freak dick and its basically 10 inches long and 7 inches girth and hangs down like a third leg - never seen anything like it before and very turned on... So like i said he's a freak and fucks for like two hours - seriously I put on a movie and was so annoyed to hear them loudly fucking, i swear to god as the credits roll he finally cums... It's been like this for weeks and im getting jealous and horny for his dick and abilities. My friend says he cums a lot and she really describes everything he can do and how good he makes her feel - everytime he comes to our house to fuck my friend I started to wish and imagine he was fucking me instead - all the time realizing I'm stringing his friend along, still wanting to hook up with him, but not wanting to deny myself what my friend calls the most amazing sex ever. So donkeydave's friend hasn't emailed me back for like a week and I think that he's done with me. My friend convices me to join in with her and her freak fuck buddy and really test his skills. I feel bad and know I was wrong but my friend hatched a plan to get him drunk - he doesn't really drink apparently - and as we're on the couch watching a movie my friend and I get naked and start going at it. Donkeydave didnt want anything to do with the threesome and we knew it, but I lied through my teeth and said that it was ok with his roommate and that we weren't talking anymore. He was telling me that it still wasn't cool and that it didn't feel right but I started sucking his cock and he was really drunk and that ended the debate. So yes, he was amazing and fucked us both and it was both pretty crazy and the best sexual experience I've ever had. It was actually funny when he finally did cum, he shot it all over both of us lol, I've never seen that much before, i started laughing. Then the I'm a total idiot moment comes, his friend emails me with a sexy vid that I had assumed he wasnt going to send because I'd turned him away and he hadn't emailed me back for a week. So I don't think I can even email him back because he might get mad at donkeydave and we pretty much got him drunk and seduced him and he didn't really want to do it at first. So just a while ago donkeydave tells my friend that their little month long fling is over because he feels torn up over the threesome and that he did his friend wrong. Should I tell his friend that im a terrible person and that it was all my fault or just not reply to his email. Remember, we haven't even met and don't really know anything about each other. If he were to stop emailing me I wouldn't even know how to communicate with him now that Donkeydave isn't coming to out house anymore.