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I found a public folder with a lot of porn to download, for the sake of curiosity downloaded a few and went back in time with memories when, as a teen, porn meant being brave enough to buy a magazine at the newsstand pretending being 18, then VHS and wait for parents to be away long enough not to hit you then satellite TV and when the challenge was to add more channels on your CAM...
Satellite TV time I had a stable relationship and somehow convinced my partner to watch movies together and to try and imitate, as a man I loved to see those great bodies and all the performances, dunno what was her idea back then and can't ask as that date is well over but she sure tried her best to make me happy by emulating what women did on movies, on the other hand I thought and still think "what if they expect then men to be all fit, hung and nasty as pornstars?"
My partner did whatever we saw on movie and even allowed to film ourselves, to some extent also the first attempts at what now would be Cam4 or Chaturbate, I am sure she did it all to please me and, in small percentage, cause she got involved but, on the others side, what if she would have want to do some things which I would have not personally liked or, inverted part, she would have want to? Snowballing (is that called like that?) or kissing after cumshot to name one, yes, one of my fetishes was to cum over her face and she not just allowed but liked it but once excitement over for me I didn't want to kiss her and I could go over and over with many examples.
My partner at the time had normal sized boobs and I got, and still have, a fetish for big tits, I think that I stressed it to the point where she started to think about getting them enlarged as we spoke about it and not feel insecure about hers but sure not feeling up to the task, I now blame myself for talking too much about my fetishes...
On one hand watching porn sure added spice to sex but on the other, at least for me, expectations were exaggerated and I consider myself luck having met a few who satisfied them but, still, I hope women who watch porn don't expect men to be and do what male pornstars look and do
Satellite TV time I had a stable relationship and somehow convinced my partner to watch movies together and to try and imitate, as a man I loved to see those great bodies and all the performances, dunno what was her idea back then and can't ask as that date is well over but she sure tried her best to make me happy by emulating what women did on movies, on the other hand I thought and still think "what if they expect then men to be all fit, hung and nasty as pornstars?"
My partner did whatever we saw on movie and even allowed to film ourselves, to some extent also the first attempts at what now would be Cam4 or Chaturbate, I am sure she did it all to please me and, in small percentage, cause she got involved but, on the others side, what if she would have want to do some things which I would have not personally liked or, inverted part, she would have want to? Snowballing (is that called like that?) or kissing after cumshot to name one, yes, one of my fetishes was to cum over her face and she not just allowed but liked it but once excitement over for me I didn't want to kiss her and I could go over and over with many examples.
My partner at the time had normal sized boobs and I got, and still have, a fetish for big tits, I think that I stressed it to the point where she started to think about getting them enlarged as we spoke about it and not feel insecure about hers but sure not feeling up to the task, I now blame myself for talking too much about my fetishes...
On one hand watching porn sure added spice to sex but on the other, at least for me, expectations were exaggerated and I consider myself luck having met a few who satisfied them but, still, I hope women who watch porn don't expect men to be and do what male pornstars look and do