So I have this amazing woman I've been with for 3 years now and she is my everything. I've told her about my liking towards dicks and she didn't judge me or make me feel like a weirdo so she's pretty open and understanding towards me. Well in middle school I did some experimenting with a best friend of mine and it was exciting and I enjoyed it. Years later(now) I'm having heavy fantasies about messing around with a cool guy again. Problem is I don't know if my significant other will be too happy about that. I do not want to cheat but I do feel like I need her consent. If she isn't ok with it, and tells me to be single for that, should I let her go to explore who I am? Is it wrong to want to experiment with a guy while in a committed relationship? I'm just having a hard time deciding what to do. Should I ignore my fantasies? Am I being selfish? Thanks in advance guys!
-Alex
-Alex