Every now and then when I'm jerking off and am exceptionally hard and big, I look down and admire my penis's length and girth. This really turns me on as I imagine other people girls/boys commenting on it and saying that it's huge and such. Anyone ever have such fantasies or appreciation while masturbating? I wouldn't say i was narcisistic but I would really love to suck my own dick, and not in the way of self-sucking but by having it out in the world like on another guy for me to suck. I just really love the way my penis looks and feels.