This is really hard for me to admit or even put on the Internet but here I am. I'm 19 and have only just kissed and obviously, I want to have sex. Lately, ive been super horny and all i can think about is sex. I don't really know where to start to be honest. I am very insecure about my weight because im just a tad festively plump lol and I just think that men don't find me attractive because they don't want what i have. The point of me posting this is because as i said, I don't know where to start and I don't want to experiment with a friend. Id rather do it with some guy i don't know much but that wont make me uncomfortable. I don't think thats too much to ask lol.