Originally posted by Mestisamo+Sep 18 2005, 07:29 PM--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Mestisamo @ Sep 18 2005, 07:29 PM)</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteBegin-BungholeBlower Buba@Jan 10 2005, 12:37 PM
Greetings. I will refrain from boring you all with a prolonged introduction containing quite useless information such as that I like taking long walks in the forest and enjoying a good romantic comedy in the tv sofa with my friends, and get straight to the point. My name is Buba, I am a single 42 year old black male who likes to give. I prefer to spend my 'quality time' with young, caucasian males. My problem is that I'm packing 16 inches, and that most of the guys in my highly sexual circle of friends have quite tight bungholes. Quite often, they moan and groan a whole lot, and I have been the cause of several serious injuries. Such as this one time when me and the guys were playing "Prison Rape" (though we are all of course in on it) which is about one guy playing the part of not wanting to have sex. After a while, his message "FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, STOP!" didn't get through as he had hoped, since we were in the middle of a roleplay (I would *never* hurt anyone unwilling, and my relationship with said individual today is quite prosperous). It wasn't until the blood came and his muscles went sort of numb that we realized that something was actually wrong.
I have no idea what to do about this problem, since of all the spam I get in my inbox from all the gay porn mailinglists I have joined, very few of the emails bear the title "DECREASE YOUR PENIS SIZE!!!". 'Taking it gentle' is really my last resort - what are your experiences with injuring your sexual partners due to a too fat and throbbing manhood?
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I dated a mexican guy that was about 5'1" and very sexual - he had been a user and was clean and sober when I met him. The trouble that he had was that he used to be all F/U when he would have sex and get into all kinds of scenes - Group fucks, fisting, HUGE dildoes and the whole role playing thing you mentioned.
Even though he was all clean and sober, he still had a big sexual appitite, and we would be somewhere and basically stop everything we were doing so I could fuck the hell out of him. Every time, He bled. I even tried to just lay back and let him climb on, but we still had issues, and he ended up with stiches.
It came down to this - sometimes it just doesn't fit, for whatever reason. I couldn't see hurting him in bed and I wouldn't let him justify returning to using just so I could have my way with him. His sobriety was more importaint than getting dicked.
I guess that you could try a few things, and maybe even graduate up with dildoes and use a good water based lube...there's also a great latex inflatable dildo with a bulb pump out there that you could use to loosen him up first. Make a game of it..maybe even have a couple of guys stuffed to the limit with toys, and then pound the heck out of them once they are all relaxed. But as someone else said, have a Safe Word in place and have a plan B if it's obvious that plan A isn't going to work.
Personally, I think that sucking a 14" dick would be a lot more fun - but that's just me. :evilgrin:
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I'm guessing he was a crystal user from the scenes you describe. Crystal relaxes the hole hence the ability to take huge objects. It takes a while for sexual behavior to catch up to being sober. No wonder he ended up with stitches. It's not a surprise that sex takes more gay men out of recovery than anything else. When I got clean (10 years ago) I didn't want sex at all. Doing it sober was like learning all over again. He's lucky he had someone hot and open minded like you.