Basically, my gf is truly beautiful. She has TOO MUCH beauty. She says she's gone to Italy for her birthday. I text her today asking has she landed no reply. Sent another text no reply. Rang three times (hours apart) no reply. I'm drunk and feeling very insecure. I always feel like shit with this girl. Like she could be fucking some Italian stud. She just makes me feel like shit and has been distant lately and not wanted to see me. I hate u. Cos I love u. But I can't love u because I hate u. Grr Should I just dump her? I mean I'm not even sure she is in Italy, she could be In Ireland fucking her ex for all I know. But u would think she would answer her phone. I've never felt so bad in my life, I got more depressed the drunker (sic?) I got but this is terrible. I want her because she's really beautiful and great ot talk to, I would probably never do better...but she's so distant and doesn't answer the phone etc. Advice?