Been reading this site for a while, finally have a good reason to post I think. (kinda long, sorry) Been with my gf for over a year now and recently had one of those "questions you've wanted to ask but didn't" conversations. Well, early on in our relationship it came up that one of her ex's was about 9", and she had jerked off a black guy that was "definitely bigger", but was too afraid to "test it out" in her words. I'm not used to not being near the top of the list I guess in terms of size (I have not been with that many women though), so this initially left me feeling slightly inadequate. Well, I asked her how many guys she's been with (ranging from a handjob to sex) that are bigger. She thought about it for a minute and said 3. So, that must include the black guy, the ex, and another guy. I know this shouldn't matter to me, as she tells me she loves my size and that any bigger would mean less sex (it's true, I already make her sore quickly even if she's very wet, she's a fairly petite girl), but for some reason it still does. I don't think she really understands the odds against being with that many well-endowed men lol. And, for some reason, it's ingrained in me that bigger is better. It's kinda like, even if it meant less sex, it would still be "impressive". Sounds dumb I know. Now, a really strange thing about this, is sometimes I find myself fantasizing about her having sex with a really big dick. So, I have these conflicting emotions, as she is telling me this I felt both disappointment/insecurity as well as being slightly turned on. Wtf? For reference, I'm 8x6, so I know I shouldn't worry about this. Any advice? Anyone that is already "big" have a gf that's been with several other large guys?