I'm afraid this may sound petty or tame compared to some of the things discussed here recently, but I need advice. I've been dating the same girl for eight years. She's my highschool sweetheart. I love her to death. We stayed together all through college, despite being in different states. A year ago we moved in together in NYC. It's been a year of bliss, however, in that period of time her mother cheated on her father. They did not separate or divorce, but it rocked her because she thought they had the best marriage ever. Ever since then, I feel a little glimmer has left my gf and changed her views a bit on love, although she's been great. Three months ago, she told me she would like a break to date other men and be single. I was crushed. I wanted to ask her this summer to marry her. We fought on for three months and last night, we had a huge fight. I want her to stay, but it's her life. I feel what we have is what single people want. I don't know why she has to be single at this point, to realize that. She is also sexually curious, as well. I'm the only one she's been with and she's even curious what other penises look and feel like. I'm 8" by 5 3/4" and have never gotten any complaints, but I am here because I am bit obsessed and I this may sound weird, but I feel I'd be crushed if she had sex with a bigger man, then came back to me and for the rest out time, I would feel if I had fought harder, she wouldn't have left and not thought of me as her biggest and I would have remained that way. I feel with her luck, she will score some monster. What are the odds? I have no aspirations to date. I just feel insecure and heartbroken...any advice?