Yep, I do agree its hard and adding different cultures and not so fluent different languages interactions going on at the same time is harder..tell me about it...:tongue: sometimes you can feel a great wall between and a babel situation like you dont have a clue whats going on, sooo many layers in the make up of individuals...and in those dealings there are others, no outside physical influences , just him and me...still, what we learned and lived and whom we were influencedand hurt and taught are on those layers...
Many times I don even understand myself and why i react and behave this or that way - but i'm learning and trying to understand 'me and you'...
But when we are really exchanging there is no walls and its all good. And when you have same body expressions that move in such sintony is just amazing! At the same time I reckognize the powerful influence in me of my Afro make up cultural inside tissues as the most familiar expression of me...it is part of me but never saw as in a different room of my self, but it explodes and i reckognize that even if i dont look dark chocolate bcause was not dip in a batch of darker dyes i do have the proprietys of it and its part of my identity. And I know he did find out this 'familiarity' in me finally and even say to me: 'you know you are not white, right? With me you can look black, you even look like my mother and aunts'..
Yep, for sure he is embracing the brasilian brown in me that he reckons that does not go with what he had learned in his culture growing up as a black male in the US, that he says that many do not see him as really black or really white, something about his being very educated makes people see him this way...well, he has his road to walk ...
The thing is i do feel that when he put to rest his African American defenses dealing with me is just great and we have great exchanges.
For sure I do not disregard any of my racial & cultural make up i do embrace every bit of me but cultural differences makes a huge play in how we see things...and about my brown culture is very soaked in me...just imagine what a difference in numbers it makes: 600 thousand (USA) and 5 millions (Brasil)... the number of Africans who were forced to entered our countries during slave traffic...
There were a time blacks were the majority and the whites were minority until they begun to interact and Brasil became brown.