I know getting blow jobs is great. Having sex is great. But lately I have been having oral fixations. Like imagining going down on a guy. I cannot get it out of my mind. This has been for the past 6 months. I find myself biting my tongue sometimes on purpose during the day, biting my pencil at work, etc. You know us guys think of sex every 5 secs, so you can imagine. Catch myself staring at bulges and stuff like that. I have never gone down on a guy. Am afraid to experiment with a stranger since I am extremely shy but LPSG makes me bolder to talk about things and show pics online. Go figure. Is it normal to react this way? To have it affect my whole life? I don't understand. I am a little lost and confused.