Lets see where I go with this and if it makes sense. When I see myself in the mirror or looking down at myself when hard I don't feel as if I am very big. I have had many ex gf's and my ex wife use to tell me all the time that I am big. But I still don't see it. My ex use to complain that it would hurt when we did it and she never could deepthroat me. But I still don't feel that I am that big. There are lot bigger out there compaired to me. Is this like those that you hear about that are 80lbs and when they look in the mirror they still say they are fat?