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sorry but this is a long post but it all needs to be said, i left a lot out already.
ok, so i recently turned 20 y/o and went out on the town as you do with some friends to celebrate. well i got absolutely trashed and had to be carried to where we were being picked up to go home etc. while we were waiting there was a guy there, and he helped my friends out while i was being ill and stuff and he found out from one of my friends that i was gay, and some how we got together and he come home with me (still cant remember how this happened and dont really understand since i was really trashed).
when we got home me and him slept together, it was my first time and i dont remember a lot (i know i feel like shit about it too) but the thing is i dont remember using any protection. i know that my condoms where still there but that doesnt mean that we didnt use his and i am the type of person that would ALWAYS use protection but i cant for the life of me remember.
the morning after was perfect, we were all kissy and cuddly etc. we exchanged numbers and he went home. ever since then we have had random little chats on the phone and texts and then suddenly it stopped, now i cant get hold of him at all and hes not answering my text etc.
im really looking for a lot of advice here starting with:
1. is it me or him with the problem?
2. do you think he knew he had something and passed it on to me and now he wants nothing to do with me.
im a really paranoid person, and i have never had any relationship/boyfriend and i think the worst of every situation. i am going to get tested ASAP since i never have done and this has scared me, you can ask any questions you want and i will try to answer them, and again sorry for the long post... =]
ok, so i recently turned 20 y/o and went out on the town as you do with some friends to celebrate. well i got absolutely trashed and had to be carried to where we were being picked up to go home etc. while we were waiting there was a guy there, and he helped my friends out while i was being ill and stuff and he found out from one of my friends that i was gay, and some how we got together and he come home with me (still cant remember how this happened and dont really understand since i was really trashed).
when we got home me and him slept together, it was my first time and i dont remember a lot (i know i feel like shit about it too) but the thing is i dont remember using any protection. i know that my condoms where still there but that doesnt mean that we didnt use his and i am the type of person that would ALWAYS use protection but i cant for the life of me remember.
the morning after was perfect, we were all kissy and cuddly etc. we exchanged numbers and he went home. ever since then we have had random little chats on the phone and texts and then suddenly it stopped, now i cant get hold of him at all and hes not answering my text etc.
im really looking for a lot of advice here starting with:
1. is it me or him with the problem?
2. do you think he knew he had something and passed it on to me and now he wants nothing to do with me.
im a really paranoid person, and i have never had any relationship/boyfriend and i think the worst of every situation. i am going to get tested ASAP since i never have done and this has scared me, you can ask any questions you want and i will try to answer them, and again sorry for the long post... =]