In what few chances I've had with women, at certain points I'm unable to tell genuine disinterest from something that I screwed up. The rest of the points have no ambiguity, and I just wonder how can they be so different. I consider myself a pretty smart person, so I don't think I should have so much trouble trying to figure this out. I've also always considered myself a good person, but now I wonder. Would a good person have this much trouble, have I really done anything to warrant being a good person, I know I'm not bad, but that doesn't mean I'm good. I post this here because it helps to vent, and I know you all are good people who are always supportive and never quick to judge. I appreciate you all.