Well kind of a long story. When I was younger, I always felt like people didn't pay me attention at all. My parents, people at school, really just no one. When I got to high school, some guys saw me changing in the locker room and I became known for having a large penis. I had really never thought about this, but everyone at school found out and I got a whole lot of attention from it. Eventually I think it started going to my head, and I would use any excuse for people to "catch" me changing or naked. I would stand further back at urinals, pretend like I forgot my towel in the shower and walk out and get it with all the guys still in the room. When I'd sleep over at a friend's house, I'd even wear boxers to sleep, and my penis would always come out of the leg hole and people would notice. I loved that it got me attention from girls, and guys always talk about how cool it is. Now that I'm older, I look back at these things and I feel disgusting about myself. I really loved the attention, but now it plagues me more than I describe. I feel gross for being that much of an attention whore. Is it normal to feel like this after this kind of thing?