When i was 12 or 13 my neighborhood buddies camped out together during the summer. We would show our dicks and play with them together. One guy was large, i estimate to be about 9 x 6plus and somehow he pard off with me. During the camp out he would pull out his dick and i would rub it, his head was bigger that my hand could fit arond. i must have done that type of thing about 20 times, he would invite me in to his sleeping bag, and rub his dick on my butt and shoot his load all over me, but becuase i was so nieve i didn't even know what that was, and he didn't tell me. Several time he asked me to suck his dick but all of those times i refused to suck it and for 44 years i have thought about that. i have been married about 35 in November, but recently something happend i was at a resort in Michigan and a muscled black guy was in a sauna naked with a nice size dick, i went in also, not thinking about anything. opened conversation saying that he was well built and turned in my position to look at him. He began to move his cock up and down and i asked him how large is it when it was hard? he said that i have never measured, sure i said. But you could tell me how big you think it is come over to measure it.So i got up just the two of us in this hot room. I reached out to begin stroking this approx 8 x 6 cock. he then told me to suck it! and i didn't hesitate and immedicately went down on him and in short order his was shooting his load in my mouth. I can't believe it did it, but I did, and know i know what it is like sucking a dick, it was rather fun. I really don't want to become gay for lots of reasons, but i think for me i needed to do this to experience what sucking a guy is like!