In response to jason els, I think one reason there is much animosity to people who see themselves as bisexual, is because their potential partners feel that they wouldn't be able to satisfy their needs. I'm sure a lot of people would see this as insecurity, but - and I can only speak personally here - I don't think I could ever go out with a bisexual man because, no matter how much I loved him and he loved me, I would worry that he'd feel the need for something that I can't give him.
The point I was trying to make - and I'm not very good at articulating my thoughts so I totally accept that my post was somewhat confusing - was that when it comes to sex anything can happen but in terms of love you can't have both at the same time.
Um, actually, I have both at the same time. I am married and I am deeply in love with my wife - in fact, since my realisation that I'm bisexual and especially with my falling in love with a man, our marriage couldn't be any better, stronger or intimate. Bear in mind that I have never had any sex with this man, not even cybered. My wife knows without a doubt in her mind just how deep my love and commitment lies with her. I've made her aware of the fact that there are parts of me that can and will only belong to her and no man will ever be able to touch it, let alone take it away...however, there are parts of me that will never be hers to claim for herself (and it pains me deeply just as much to say it now as it did when I told her about 2-3 months ago). However, there is a man that I'm deeply in love with as well, and he loves me just as much. The crux of the matter is that a lot of respect and honesty is required. He is just as aware that I can never be his completely and he treats my wife and my marriage with the utmost care and respect. We are all deeply aware of each other's feelings and needs and I think that this awareness makes things so much easier.
The issue for me is the sex part...not with him but in general. I can't use another person's body for the sake of an orgasm. Sex is more meaningful to me than that. I would first need to love the person deeply (and vice versa) before I'd be willing to hand myself over to him.
Most of you bisexuals are being very defensive but are not thinking what the woman or man that may want to be in a relatinship with you feel. Can you honestly say that if you met the right woman or man you can stay with that person forever and not want to go to the other to feel your needs.
Bisexuals need to understand what gay men and woman would go through in a situation like this. Most women don't want their men going to other men and vise versa for gay men.
Buddy, generalisations stink. Gay, straight or bi - there are jerks. Period. However not all gay, straight or bisexual people behave in the same manner.
I am deeply aware of my wife's feelings and they are always considered. Regardless of how painful/scary/vulnerable things may be, I ALWAYS strive to be completely honest and upfront with my wife so that she knows what's going on inside of me so that this knowledge is enables her to make informed decisions about what's in her best interests. I've gone so far as to offer her divorce (before having any kind of relationship with a man) in order to try to protect her from pain and destruction.
There may be some who think that it's a free for all but not all of us conduct ourselves in this manner. It pains me deeply that she has a bisexual husband because I can't help but feel as if she's gotten a raw deal (though she tries to reassure me that this isn't the case). God alone knows how I wish that I knew that I was bi before I had gotten married so that she would have been able to have decided if she wanted to marry me in light of what this reality puts before her - it is deeply regrettable on my part. Truth be told (and I've told her this as well), if I had known that I was bi, much as I love her (and did at the time) I don't think that I would have married her. It just seems to be so unfair to me. The ideal for me would be for to bisexual people to enter into a committed relationship together.
I have however given myself permission (so has she) to allow myself to be bi because that is who I am. It is not for the sake of sex, thrills or lust but to be able to live out my truth without trying to suppress parts of myself or my desires. I reached this point in my life because I realised that I cannot live out a fractured existence and by trying to suppress things, I actually stood to make things worse ie it would have a negative impact on my wife and marriage. I also realised that I had no right to demand or even request this of my wife hence my suggestion that we have a serious look at getting divorced.
i think its kinda kewl for a person to be bi, just think of all the possibilities
No it's not. If you're looking for a cheap thrill, then yes, it can be kewl. But when you want to make sense of it, or fit it, be understood (even to understand oneself), to hold onto values that one once held dear etc. it is not cool...it is like the plague.
When I came out to my wife I told her that i wished that I were rather gay because it would have been so much easier...in the sense of things being clearer, belonging to communities that are visible out there, having role models, being able to adhere to norms and values that I was raised with ie monogamy etc.
There are parts to this orientation that one can feel but cannot express because it's just so contrary to the norm. How does one explain being able to love two people and offer them a deep committed relationship? How does one explain the void that one feels when one has a wife and longs to be close to man but is unable to? How does one explain one's knowledge that one IS bisexual, that it's not denial, greed or fence sitting?
I think that part of the reason why a lot of bisexuals have reacted strongly in this thread, is because gay and straight folk aren't aware of just how confusing and burdensome this orientation is...and they'll never know because they aren't bi. There are some things where you just have to be bi in order to understand it - and it isn't a cop out. God alone knows how many times I tried to explain some of my feelings or confusion to my wife and my friends but with such a confusing reality, the more that I try to explain, the more confused that they become. To live with this and to be judged, discriminated upon, deal with generalisations and to have this burden (at times) made light of is frustrating and infuriating. Yes, there are some who make out as if it's a free for all, carefree and fun reality, but for those of us who take it and our choices seriously, it's a painful reality to live with...and trust me, the confusion tends to resurface because we are dealing with layer upon layer upon layer of grey.
So no, it is anything but kewl!