This thread made me think my first time having sex with a woman, my first relationship.
If i was to be base sex on my experiences with her alone i would probably never want to have sex again. Or at least i wouldnt be too bothered if i did again.
I had sex with her many times (i was a late starter so had to wait longer but once i did i made up for it) and made a point of learning as much as i could about her body. I luckily wasnt a 2 minute wonder so was able to last for long periods of time to learn new things, i enjoyed having sex more than i do cumming at the end.
Problem was that she was a bit of a prude in some sense and didnt have enough understanding or respect for the human body to be helpful; mine or hers. I felt like with her sex was limited, she couldnt press my buttons and didnt understand what pressed her.
I felt like she only had sex as a way to keep me on the hook. Dont understand why, maybe it was like security or just a feeling to have someone.
Somehow i knew that sex could be better with someone else.
I felt like as much as she didnt do much for me, i likewise didnt for her, maybe she didnt really find me all that attractive or i wasnt successful enough (im not an ambitious guy which her parents disapproved of. She was always striving for their approval).
I felt like we didnt make each other that happy but where together for the sake of it. It became a cycle where she wouldnt give affection and i wouldnt bother too much about her, which led to her not being affectionate with me and so on.
Still i just beleive that we werent suited for each other. Both of us could find partners that could satisfy more than we could each other, emotionally and physically.
If i was to be base sex on my experiences with her alone i would probably never want to have sex again. Or at least i wouldnt be too bothered if i did again.
I had sex with her many times (i was a late starter so had to wait longer but once i did i made up for it) and made a point of learning as much as i could about her body. I luckily wasnt a 2 minute wonder so was able to last for long periods of time to learn new things, i enjoyed having sex more than i do cumming at the end.
Problem was that she was a bit of a prude in some sense and didnt have enough understanding or respect for the human body to be helpful; mine or hers. I felt like with her sex was limited, she couldnt press my buttons and didnt understand what pressed her.
I felt like she only had sex as a way to keep me on the hook. Dont understand why, maybe it was like security or just a feeling to have someone.
Somehow i knew that sex could be better with someone else.
I felt like as much as she didnt do much for me, i likewise didnt for her, maybe she didnt really find me all that attractive or i wasnt successful enough (im not an ambitious guy which her parents disapproved of. She was always striving for their approval).
I felt like we didnt make each other that happy but where together for the sake of it. It became a cycle where she wouldnt give affection and i wouldnt bother too much about her, which led to her not being affectionate with me and so on.
Still i just beleive that we werent suited for each other. Both of us could find partners that could satisfy more than we could each other, emotionally and physically.