I'm bi and know it but I keep finding that it's as difficult to find a connection with a guy as a girl. I like drinking and smoking but with the homo stuff I like to explore. I'm outspoken but reserved when I meet. Online is online and I wish I was more of a slut. I have the right to be fussy but don't want to. how do I get over it? ps I want to suck cock but get scared, in case you didn't read the post.