is this weird

[zombyalive]

my girlfriend comes home with some wine, we do some work and start drinking. while finishing up, she goes into the bedroom for a bit and comes back out wrapped in a blanket, topless but with jeans on. she tells me shes got a surprise for me, but is afraid i'll be freaked out or something. not sure what to make of the situation, but getting excited (i'm incredibly attracted to her petite body) i encourage her to 'give it to me'. she unwraps the blanket and has a huge black strapon coming through the fly in her pants. i later found out it was 8 inches long and 6 1/2 inches thick.

now she'll have it on underneath a pair of jeans before we get intimate, which the first time i thought was both a little weird and pretty hot. feeling her up to find a huge pole was like finding a wallet full of money which you could spend on anything, then buying a massive dildo (or any other 'unexpected' source of pleasure). i kind of like thinking about her ready to take advantage of me with this huge thing hanging from her small body.

anyway, it's getting a little redundant but she is really getting into it, and even though i like it, it's a fake penis after all and i start to feel silly blowing it. she likes including it all the time, and everything (facefucking, anal) is getting more intense as she gets a hang of positioning and leverage. i like it most when handcuffs are involved, i like being forced around i guess.

do i want a be with real one? do i like thinking about her with a real one? what is she thinking during this, what does she get from it? am i gay? is she helping?

i'm not sure what to make of this situation.

 

[D_Ellerby Eatsprick]

Talk to her ! She might like watching gay porn and could be possibly fantasizing about you and another man? Maybe she wants a threeway with you and another man but see more man on man action.

She might just be shy to say I want to be in on gay sex. Or maybe this is just her toy fetish. Who knows ! As I first said, talk to her and find out more.

 

[Ramsey]

If she hasn't mentioned other men, maybe she just wants to be dominating and be on the "business end" of things and see what it's like to be a man-minus the pleasure coming from the cock of course.

 

[kudo451]

I think she likes the fact that you get to be the bitch. A roll she has had little choice in all her life. Its a sense and feeling of freedom for her. Whjat it is for you? Well that is a whole other story. Are you waiting or even hoping she might bring up the idea of a real guy? you are dating a woman and getting off on big cock. I would say that makes you atleast open to bisexuality. but gay, nah!

 

[D_Ivana Dickenside]

do i want a be with real one? do i like thinking about her with a real one? what is she thinking during this, what does she get from it? am i gay? is she helping?

i'm not sure what to make of this situation.

you're not gay for being turned on by a strap on.

you probably just enjoy the strap on because you're sharing the experience with her.

i don't know what she's thinking, so maybe you should ask her.

again, you're not gay. if you were gay you'd want to be with a man.

i don't know if she's helping, so again, you should really ask her and talk to her about the situation.

 

[3664shaken]

Personally I think it is uncommon but whatever. I have a gf in Cali that has been doing this for years and she gets off on butt-fucking a guy with a strap on. She does it because mentally she gets of on "fucking" someone and not being "fucked". Fucking meaning doing the penetrating.

Hey whatever works I guess as long as both of you two are into it, enjoy.

As far as being bi, here is a little secret, guys like their prostrate rubbed, it's a erogenous zone for them, a lot more guys like this and have done this sort of a thing, anal stimulation with a girl then will ever let on to it. If you want to try it with a guy then you are Bi, if you lose interest in women then you have become gay. It's that simple. But getting ass fucked by a girl is heterosexual in nature.

 

[hungryman40]

I think you are living the DREAM mate. My only interest in guys in any way shape or form is their cock. If my wife would strap on 8 inches and fuck me with it, it would die a happy man. Nothing could be better!! Now, go tell her how much you love her cock, and let her fuck you nice and slow.

 

[zombyalive]

Are you waiting or even hoping she might bring up the idea of a real guy?

honestly, i like thinking about it, but i don't think i'd want to in reality. if not primarily because i'm not too interested in fucking up our relationship. see below.

I think you are living the DREAM mate. My only interest in guys in any way shape or form is their cock. If my wife would strap on 8 inches and fuck me with it, it would die a happy man. Nothing could be better!! Now, go tell her how much you love her cock, and let her fuck you nice and slow.

haha, yes that would be a happy ending.
except i don't believe in them. for now i'll enjoy the good.

 

[Drifterwood]

She's a Dom, my friend. If you were a black guy with a nine incher, she'd have a ten inch white strap on. If you're happy to know your place in the bedroom then you will have a lot of fun. The problem would come if you like to mix it up a bit and she can't. I'd still fuck her up the arse from time to time.