hehe - I wouldn't call your interest 'unhealthy' either, Karen!
I'm here cos my current (and still quite new) man is very hung and I was researching ways to help me take him fully and see exactly how hung he is, compared to other 'big' guys. He's 11.5 x 7.5, and I can take about 9 inches of him at the moment, although stretching for his girth was also a bit of a challenge at first. Now I love it!
I've always had a thing for big guys but didn't know about his size before I first saw him naked - he sat me down and said that he had something to tell me, I thought he was gonna say he was really small or something, but it seems his previous girlfriend was scared witless by his penis and thought I might be too! No chance!