Alright so i've been used to masterbating myself for many years, and the girl i'm currently with will try to jerk me off, and she goes pretty fast and well, but i never seem to get to that point where i sperm, i pre, but never cum. I know she thinks i'm weird cause of it.... And when she gives me blowjobs it's good and she does well but i won't fucking cum while she's around, i don't know why... nervous? Then i leave the room and jerk myself and go in like a minute... but i can't go while around her... Tell me i'm not fucking weird. :shrug: