Not good DUDE.
This stuff can catch up with you real fast.
My cousins husband had a serious drinking problem.
Before he was 30 he didn't have a liver.
Too young to die...
Some people are hardwired for it and there's not much one can do but some anti depressants do work for some people to curb desires. I have drinking problems but I control them ....somewhat. I'm not as physically addicted as many addicts, luckily. I can lay off for a few days and not get any withdrawls, other than irritated moods at times.
I do have a compulsive-obsessive disorder, so I try to focus on more positive things if I feel I am binge drinking too much. Right now it's about 4 beers every other day and concentrating on riding my bicycle for exercise every day for an hour and losing some wight. The last month when World Cup was on it was 6-12 beers every day, starting at 6 A.M. for the games.
Not easy being an addict but I couldn't give it up, as it's just too enjoyable to get a buzz. I think the thrill is too much for some of us. Regular life is boring if I am sober for too long. It feels good to be sober at times but that makes getting buzzed that much more enjoyable when I do drink again.