so to speak! I've wallowed in my self imposed grief long enough, and am anxious to return to the celebration of life. And I see, many 'life affirming' changes have been happening, my miss kinky one ane Mr Matthew!! :kiss: I'll get around to reading and responding to threads soon enough, I just want to again say thank you to all of you for the condolences, pm's, and emails I received. It means a great deal to me- you guys mean a great deal to me!!! :kiss: talk to you more soon!!!