So I know my best friend is hung. I've watched it in use and even played with it myself a couple times. He always has women throwing themselves at him and has had sex with more of them that I can count. This includes strangers he meets at clubs or coffee shops, his boss' wife, friends, threesomes, of all ages. Part of me thinks I should be disgusted by this, because he's cheated on girlfriends many times and everytime he tells me something I keep it just between us because he's my buddy. On the other hand, I think it's incredibly hot. It also doesn't help that I'm gay and keep picturing him in all these situations, which turns me on. Lately I can't tell if I'm developing sexual feelings for him, or if I'm just jealous of all the attention he gets. But every time we hang out, I can't help but think of that big dick between his legs. Any advice?