jakeson12000: jjdov26,
I know exactly what you mean... I have the exact same fantasies. I'm totally straight too as I love my girlfriend and all the other tight bodies, huge racks and small little asses out there... theres nothing better... so buddy I wouldn't be worried about which team I was playing on either. I have a decently sized 7.25" hard dick but its super small flacid, ranging from about 2.5-4". I also have really small, tight balls... no hanging going on here. I totally get turned on by thinking of my girlfriend with guys with bigger balls or dicks. I think about whether she would react differently to them, if she would like it more... etc. I also don't feel that I cum that much, so I get really turned on by thinking about her being with someone who could cum more than me. I thought I was totally fucked in the head for thinking this stuff... its like a wierd inferiority complex that turns me on and so nice to hear someone else has it too. I have even tried to get her to say stuff to me while we're doing whatever... and it so turns me on. But she doesn't do it condescendingly enough, I want her to be like "... I wish your balls were bigger, there so frickin' small"... you know? Something like that.
I used to play hockey and couldn't believe the size of some of the guys I saw. I never had a complaint from any girlfriends, but all I ever thought about was if they only knew about the huge guys out there. There was some guys that were easily longer than me when they were soft then when I was hard. Especially one guy, huge, long, thick dick with big hanging balls. I remember one time in the shower it was another guy and I and this huge guy. He was totally trying to show it off to us and he was even talking about how big it was. I think that may have been the first time I realized how I liked that inferiority/domination thing. The worst (or best) part of this experience was just how much bigger he was than my friend and I. I don't know if my dick is wierd... but it totally shrinks after being in a jock for a game. It was super small (smaller than my usual flacid state) maybe 2" (balls even more embarrasingly tight and small than normal... like you could hold them in two fingers). My friend wasn't doing any better. Maybe 1.5" long, bigger balls though, but still super tight. The guy we were showering with was easily 8" completely soft... I'll never forget it. It was totally crazy. His balls hung down probably about 6" or so, and they were absolutely huge. Not even the hanging got to me as much as the shear size of his nuts. I just remember thinking how many times bigger, considering the width and length of his cock and also the size of his balls, this guy was than my friend and I put together. It was seriously embarassing. I often imagine bringing in my current girlfriend into that situation and having her walk in on the three of us. I even think about her start to laugh at how small I am compared to this guy. Then basically I think about how much more she would want to handle this huge guy than my little dick that she can fit easily into the palm of her small hand or into her little mouth.
I also get so turned on by how much more other guys can fill out there underwear than me. I think about girls that may right want me until they see me stading next to some huge guy, both of us in our underwear. Him stretching his out to its max, me not even pressing against the material. I remember (back in the dressing room) guys totally packing there briefs or boxers full, to the point where it was like, okay buddy time for bigger pair, those are going to burst. And then there was my little soft cock and small tight little balls barely showing any indication of them even being present in whatever underwear I had on.
This happened in jocks too. I couldn't even come close to filling my kids sized jock when I was soft, and then my parents went out (during the puberty years, as any good parents would) and got me a medium sized adult cup. Well, that was a mistake. I don't think I ever felt the edges of that thing... it just kind of sat there on me. Then I remember the guys complaining about how tight their medium jocks were on them. One guy started telling me, being dead serious, how he couldn't take it because his jock only covered part of his dick and one nut. This guy was also huge. Whatever underwear he had on, you could bet that his soft dick would be pushing out the bottom and that his heavy balls would be stretching out the material. I often wondered if these big guys really got a kick out of all the small guys admiring their hugeness. It was totally open in our dressing room, I guess when you shower with someone 5 nights a week you get pretty comfortable. There was also a guy who everyone knew was insanely thick and hung who just got a new jock, extra large of course, and he was complaining about how it still wasn't big enough. Then there was me swimming with room in my medium. Embarrasing, yes. Playing hockey for so many years I've got so many memories of things like this. Sorry this post is so frickin' long... I guess I had a lot to say.